The Sweet Surrender
The world that we live in is going
through a rocky and turbulent season. I do not think any of us know for sure
how this will all play out. I for one am guilty of spending too much time in
this season filled with worry and doubt and unwarranted stress. It has been one
tumbling block after another, my health, my grief, my daughter’s broken body,
Covid19, continued injustices of our fellow brothers and sisters of Christ, and
just a very evil world. I, like many of you, found myself glued to a never-ending
news cycles of doom and gloom.
I started reading and seeking
knowledge from the bible, from Christian scholars and from level-minded
scientist, to try and find some sort of grip on this season of chaos. My
tipping point was a conversation with my child. I realized that my anger and
confusion was seeping through every area of life and I PRAYED for guidance and
help.
I was mad, angry and had a feeling
of unease. I prayed, “Lord this is not what I want, but if it is what you want
than let it be.” Just saying those words opened my mind to hearing sermons and finding
scriptures that fit this moment of chaos. SURRENDER IT TO GOD. I was reminded
that my daughter is a blessing from God (a gift) and that it is my job to love,
cherish, teach, and prepare that gift for becoming her own person. I was
reminded by Paul’s letters that this gift is only for a short time, that she is
the possession of God. I was reminded that every season under the sun is
planned, purposed, and watched over by God. That with each chaotic moment, if
we focus on the Lord, we will see the meaning, we will see the purpose, we will
see how it is meant to awaken us, shape us and prepare us for the next season.
I found sweet surrender, “letting
go and letting God”. That phase has been around for a long time; however, I
never knew that the “letting go” the “surrender” is a hard practice of obedience.
I think each of us Christians, considers ourselves to be obedient to the Lord. Are
we? To be obedient to the Lord means letting go of your ideas, your agendas,
your plans and accepting God’s planned purpose for your life. True obedience is
hard. And looking around at this season that we are in, I can definitely see
that we have not been obedient to the Lord, we have not put his planned
purposes before our own agendas, we have not adhered to the simple instructions
of Jesus. In Jesus’ last days on earth, as he was trying so hard to get it all
out to the disciples, he condensed his message, his hope, his commandment to
these simple words…Love One Another as I Love You! To know Jesus is to love
Jesus, to love Jesus is to love one another, to love one another is to surrender
to the Lord’s planned purpose of your life. We are here to worship, praise, and
love!!!! That is it.
Surrendering is so sweet. To look
at the sky, the birds, the trees, the flowers and see Christ in all things and
to accept that as he has prepared and provided for each of those things, he too
has prepared and provided for us and he will deliver us from this evil. All we
need to do is surrender to his will and be obedient.
I read an article the other day
about “the end times” and it compared such times to a puzzle. That when we put
a puzzle together, we start with the edges and work ourselves in. He laid out
the edges and opined how the inner pieces are starting to come together. I like
you cannot predict what day Jesus will come back for us, but I know that in the
interim it falls on us Christians to spread the good news of Jesus and to
surrender to his planned purpose for our lives.
I thought I’d write this blog
about my thoughts and feelings towards the Quarantine or the Black Lives Matter
movement, but all those things and more are covered by the love, grace and
saving granted to us by Christ. To be a Christian is to love. So, anyone out
there living with hate in their heart…not so sure they are saved or can call themselves
a child of Christ. He loved us all. He accepted us all. He died for us all.
Enjoy your sweet surrender to
Christ! Be kind to one another! Live in Love and Grace!
I love moments of true enlightenment! You have shared a great moment, one of surrender! It, like real forgiveness sets us free! Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could all forgive, surrender and truly love one another? Thank you for sharing!
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